“What’s in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet”
Oh, if only Shakespeare could weigh in on the dialogue in my head lately about mom labels. I have been thinking about mine in the context of how do I define myself? So many options to choose from : Mom, Step Mom, Forever Mom, Working Mom, Stay at Home Mom, Work From Home Mom, Room Mom, PTO Mom, Single Mom, Homeschool Mom, Dance Mom, Soccer Mom, Stage Mom and my personal favorite…Slacker Mom. And somehow there is an internal and at times external judgment based on stereotype.
So does one label vs another make me a bad mom or a better mom? Mostly I would qualify as a Work Outside Of and From My Home Mom. That’s a mouthful. And I am embracing that being the primary breadwinner in our family means that I am also including Career Focused Mom into my identity. Balance Schmalance!
You can read the crazed headlines about whether being a working mom is good or bad for kids. I am tired of entertaining that conversation. To be totally honest, I at times wish I didn’t have to work. Then there are weeks, like immediately following Christmas break, where I am soooo excited to head out and feel focused on my professional life. Hello!!! Kids are alot of work and that lead me to my big epiphany this week. I am Pro Mom period.
I love moms. All of em. I would love to got to a homeschooling conference and hear all the awesome resources my best friends can use to raise up their families and structure their home life. I want to talk about all of the nuances of having a nanny and the fears that can be associated with it. I read Working Mother Magazine because I enjoy reading about other moms hustling in home/ business juggling. Truly the “having it all” dream of balance is a fantasy.
My current book selection is Lean In by Sheryl Sandberg. It has been applauded and panned all over the webisphere. I read it on a recommendation and am glad I did. I couldn’t put it down. Blue Highlighter all over the place, not pretty. 180 plus pages in 2 days. Some things I agree with and some I struggle with and some just made me plain sad. And you know what? All is worth discussing. Leadership for women has traditionally been a sticky subject.
It made me realize that all aspects of motherhood are valuable to the community at large. Why? Because moms are appointed leaders.
Do you work outside of home? Do you feel you have to hide the fact that you are a mom, first and foremost, when you are doing business? I spoke with a colleague a few years back over lunch. We were discussing home life when she let it slip that she had a grandchild. Then she asked that I wouldn’t share that fact with her associates, who were predominantly male and younger, because she thought it would devalue her in their eyes. What!? I thought she was a rock star and she was worried it was a weakness.
Are you raising you homeschooling your kidlets? You are my hero! I want to scream from the rooftops that no matter where we are in the process , raising infants to teens, it is all a part of our calling to raise a new generation who can contribute with integrity and strong minds in the days to come.
And I am definitely done apologizing ( primarily to myself ) for being more Murphy Brown than Michelle Dugger. Maybe someday I will homeschool my grandkids…. but today I will celebrate what God has given me as a working mom with a community of amazingly diverse friends and family.